I've started this post at least a thousand times in my head, and each one I have overridden for some reason or another, so I'm just diving in. Graduation. 5 weeks. One would think that the only complication I'm experiencing is homework, projects, or dealing with the latest night out/hangover. Of course it can't be something as simple as that, instead I sit here pondering the idea of liking a boy with only 5 weeks left in the semester. Only 5 weeks to decide if we would want to try to make it work long distance or not. 5 weeks to decide on a future. And the logical part of me just cannot justify taking the risk. There's that little voice in my ear whispering, "Love does not conquer all. Why stress yourself out?"
In the other ear I have friends informing me that this individual and I have basically been dating all year, so we might as well make it official... and in a lot of ways, I completely agree with this point. And I have the same feelings. Why can't I just suck it up and ask him? Is it even worth it at this point? I feel like I'm in 3rd grade again, but my problem can't be solved with passing a note across a desk saying: Do you like me? Check YES or NO.
Dear graduation, all you do is complicate my life.
Not gonna lie, long distance does suck. But if it's right, then it's right, and you guys would be all the stronger for having to deal with the long-distance aspect. That's probably not the most helpful answer, huh? Lo siento. Praying for you, love!
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